Feb Photofest 2020 - Day 29

Feb Photofest 2020 - Day 29

And I'm done. Not just with the photo challenge but with the orgasm challenge Daddy gave me. That was an exciting but exhausting 12 hours. I'm tender as fuck and I'm pretty sur…
Feb Photofest 2020 - Day 28

Feb Photofest 2020 - Day 28

I'm totally fucked today. Daddy decided it was time for another challenge - 12 orgasm videos between 12 noon and 12 midnight. Only this time with the added addendum, 6 of the videos mu…
Feb Photofest 2020 - Day 27

Feb Photofest 2020 - Day 27

A little throwback to the first time I dressed up for Daddy in a costume - French maid to be precise. And that wasn't even with him here. Making him videos is definitely a fun way to k…
Feb Photofest 2020 - Day 26

Feb Photofest 2020 - Day 26

Hitting sub drop like a train tonight. I was destroyed this morning which i really really needed but now hes gone, i'm so sad. I don't like feeling like this but i honestly have no …
Happy being codependent

Happy being codependent

When i became a sub, one thing i really struggled with, and probably to a certain extent still do is the feeling of being " needy ". Having pretty much relied solely on myself from…
Feb Photofest 2020 - Day 25

Feb Photofest 2020 - Day 25

Sleepy bunny today. But a nap is needed as Daddy is coming down tonight and im gonna need my energy. This lack of sleep is starting to wear me down a little. It's been going on for wee…
Feb Photofest 2020 - Day 24

Feb Photofest 2020 - Day 24

Had somewhat of a chilled day today and got to actually chat with Daddy which makes me feel calmer. My whole body is tense and sore though cause i'm agitated and knackered, so tonight …
Let's chat about Squirting

Let's chat about Squirting

I wanna have a chat today about the magical experience that is squirting.  Purely as I was formerly of the "no way that's real" mindset and even after previously experiencing…
Feb Photofest 2020 - Day 23

Feb Photofest 2020 - Day 23

I'm having a bed day ... After i waved goodbye to the girls i was babysitting overnight i crawled back into my room, stripped off and dived into my comfy bed. Its been a hell of a 24 h…
Feb Photofest 2020 - Day 21

Feb Photofest 2020 - Day 21

Am currently sat in Costa, feeling very tender and forcing myself not to start bubbling. I'm so grateful and happy that Daddy could stay over but then he always has to leave and I feel…
The toy box - #FebPhotofest2020

The toy box - #FebPhotofest2020

I had wondered if it was possible to have too many sex toys. Especially as I have not only just received the new toys I bought myself for Valentine's day, but because I have an honest …
Feb Photofest 2020 - Day 18

Feb Photofest 2020 - Day 18

By far, i've had the strangest day today ... as I came not only once, but twice in public for the first time ever, as well as only with the use of a butt plug. How does that even happe…
Feb Photofest 2020 - Day 17

Feb Photofest 2020 - Day 17

I've been thinking a lot about the practice of "collaring" the last couple of days after a conversation with Daddy so i decided to write a post about the meaning behind each …
Importance of Collaring

Importance of Collaring

There are so many things i am learning about BDSM - be it through conversation or research online or through conversations with Daddy. One such thing is the significance of wearing a colla…
Keeping quiet - FebPhotoFest

Keeping quiet - FebPhotoFest

I feel this post should be called " why can't i shut the fuck up " but it feels a bit aggressive for the Google bots.  I have managed to get myself into trouble with Daddy ... …
Feb Photofest 2020 - Day 15

Feb Photofest 2020 - Day 15

Ugh I'm having a really shitty day today. Woke up late after a long night of tossing and turning and have since spent the entire day in bed avoiding everyone. I'm not sure if it…
Romance and submission

Romance and submission

When I first entered into this relationship with Daddy I was somewhat reserved. Being my first experience of BDSM, I wasn't sure what to expect but I was aware that most of the control…
Feb Photofest 2020 - Day 14

Feb Photofest 2020 - Day 14

Happy Valentines day all you kinky lovelies out there.  I'm all lone tonight as Daddy is at a gig. Turns out to be a blessing though as mother nature has rocked up and decided to ruin …
Lust, Love and Valentines - FebPhotoFest

Lust, Love and Valentines - FebPhotoFest

I've been thinking about love and romance this week as its my first valentines with Daddy. I'm a bit gutted that we're not gonna be able to be together that night due to previou…
Discovering my breeding kink

Discovering my breeding kink

I've always been deeply turned on by the idea of having my partner cum inside me. To me it's more about being marked as his, rather than the actual longing to get pregnant. Yet wit…
Feb Photofest 2020 - Day 11

Feb Photofest 2020 - Day 11

The weather is horrendous here today so i am wrapped up in my big oversized cardigan to keep me warm. Another plus side is Daddy was wearing it when he was here so it not only smells of hi…
Surviving sub drop

Surviving sub drop

Had a brilliant time with Daddy on Saturday leading into Sunday. It was just what I needed too as there was a lot going on with family at that moment, so I most definitely needed both the …
Feb Photofest 2020 - Day 10

Feb Photofest 2020 - Day 10

Coming down from a bad sub drop - coupled with an aching body after been fucked stupid by Daddy means its time for a muscle relaxing bubble bath. Have brought my kindle with me so i can kno…
Feb Photofest 2020 - Day 7

Feb Photofest 2020 - Day 7

What do you do after you have had a long day? Personally i like to soak in the tub, while reading a chapter or two of my book. Then before bed, breaking out my toy box and sending myself in…
Assessing my Relationship

Assessing my Relationship

I'm a chronic over thinker. Honestly it's a pain in the ass as I can have full blown conversations in my head and reach an outcome I won't necessarily like cause of a what if a…