Desire and Need

Desire and Need

The cold steel against my erect nipple, knowing that at any moment, the blade could draw blood. His eyes on mine. With a smirk on his face, he pulled my legs apart and began to run his fing…
Lets chat about CNC

Lets chat about CNC

A wee while ago I did a post on edge play , and in it I talked about a rather taboo topic, Consensual non consent, or CNC as its normally referred to. I will say here that this post will dis…
Wanking Wand

Wanking Wand

Daddy’s valentines pressie arrived – A masturbation toy. It’s not what I thought it was gonna be like, in a way its better, but I have no idea what he’ll think of it.
Sad bubbles

Sad bubbles

I'm feeling unbelievably sad these days. Like I just wanna go to bed and I don't care if I wake up kinda sad. But that's not an option. I can't quit so I have to keep on figh…
Fuck Valentines Day

Fuck Valentines Day

What is the baa-humbug for Valentine’s day? Its yet another February 14th and once again I am gonna be spending it alone. Here’s the plot twist though … I’m not single. In fact, I haven’t be…
Stitching After Dark

Stitching After Dark

I’m trying to keep myself busy in the run up to valentines day. I’m gonna be alone again this year and its both pissing me off and making me sad as fuck, so instead I’m gonna distract mysel…
Throwback Naughty

Throwback Naughty

A #ThrowbackThursday to the first time I was too far apart from Daddy and I made him a naughty video in the bath tub. FYI - That's not just water and those aren't wrinkles from the …
Depression sucks

Depression sucks

TW - Self harm, mental breakdown, suicidal feelings Depression sucks. I feel like I’m living in a constant internal battle with myself. No, not myself. With brain goblins. Little creatures o…
Tittie Tuesday

Tittie Tuesday

Long gone are the days where I could fit my gals in a dainty little D cup – Awe those were the days. You could pick up a bra practically anywhere and they came in every colour and pattern i…
Massive boobies Monday

Massive boobies Monday

Is massive boobies Monday a thing? Mammary Monday perhaps?
Bubbles

Bubbles

I love the feel of foamy bubbles on my soft, smooth skin. The hot water around me like a wet hug.
His happiness is my Reward

His happiness is my Reward

I was talking to my therapist the other day and we got onto the topic of Daddy. She is not well versed in all things BDSM, I had to explain a few sessions ago what that meant. When I talk a…
Learn something new

Learn something new

Lockdown is making me sexually frustrated and kinda bored too. I need something to keep myself occupied but also keep my brain engaged. So, I thought I would learn some Shibari. It covers a…
Consent is Key

Consent is Key

TW - Abuse and Rape As news of Evan Rachel Wood naming Marilyn Manson as her abuser broke, I had a sinking feeling in my stomach. Having been a fan of his for almost 2 decades, my first reac…
Mine!

Mine!

His fingers tracing up my outer thigh, the anticipation building as he nuzzles into my neck. I can feel my wetness. My excitement, my longing for him. His breath on my skin as he grabs a ha…
Rule with a silicone fist

Rule with a silicone fist

I’m being bratty as fuck with myself today. I haven’t been doing what I’ve told myself, I’ve been talking back, and I’ve not been drinking my water. Jinx has decided to surface and is causi…
Lets make magic

Lets make magic

Whenever one of my toys breaks, It like a loss of a dear friend. A friend that makes you shake, moan and gush and then goes the way of the dodo. In my lifetime I have said farewell to quite…
Lighting fires in the shower

Lighting fires in the shower

How do you keep the spark alive when you’re far apart and you feel like shit? Its hard. Ordinarily I would be taking many naughty pictures and videos for him, teasing, and tormenting him wit…
Built in pillows

Built in pillows

It always baffled me why women would go under the knife for bigger boobs, as they are nothing special. If anything, I would go under the knife to get mine reduced.  38HH is heavy … but then …