Daddy’s valentines pressie arrived – A masturbation toy. It’s not what I thought it was gonna be like, in a way its better, but I have no idea what he’ll think of it.

I'm feeling unbelievably sad these days. Like I just wanna go to bed and I don't care if I wake up kinda sad. But that's not an option. I can't quit so I have to keep on figh…

What is the baa-humbug for Valentine’s day? Its yet another February 14th and once again I am gonna be spending it alone. Here’s the plot twist though … I’m not single. In fact, I haven’t be…

I’m trying to keep myself busy in the run up to valentines day. I’m gonna be alone again this year and its both pissing me off and making me sad as fuck, so instead I’m gonna distract mysel…

A #ThrowbackThursday to the first time I was too far apart from Daddy and I made him a naughty video in the bath tub. FYI - That's not just water and those aren't wrinkles from the …

TW - Self harm, mental breakdown, suicidal feelings Depression sucks. I feel like I’m living in a constant internal battle with myself. No, not myself. With brain goblins. Little creatures o…

Long gone are the days where I could fit my gals in a dainty little D cup – Awe those were the days. You could pick up a bra practically anywhere and they came in every colour and pattern i…

Is massive boobies Monday a thing? Mammary Monday perhaps?

I love the feel of foamy bubbles on my soft, smooth skin. The hot water around me like a wet hug.

I was talking to my therapist the other day and we got onto the topic of Daddy. She is not well versed in all things BDSM, I had to explain a few sessions ago what that meant. When I talk a…

Lockdown is making me sexually frustrated and kinda bored too. I need something to keep myself occupied but also keep my brain engaged. So, I thought I would learn some Shibari. It covers a…

TW - Abuse and Rape As news of Evan Rachel Wood naming Marilyn Manson as her abuser broke, I had a sinking feeling in my stomach. Having been a fan of his for almost 2 decades, my first reac…

His fingers tracing up my outer thigh, the anticipation building as he nuzzles into my neck. I can feel my wetness. My excitement, my longing for him. His breath on my skin as he grabs a ha…

I’m being bratty as fuck with myself today. I haven’t been doing what I’ve told myself, I’ve been talking back, and I’ve not been drinking my water. Jinx has decided to surface and is causi…

Whenever one of my toys breaks, It like a loss of a dear friend. A friend that makes you shake, moan and gush and then goes the way of the dodo. In my lifetime I have said farewell to quite…

How do you keep the spark alive when you’re far apart and you feel like shit? Its hard. Ordinarily I would be taking many naughty pictures and videos for him, teasing, and tormenting him wit…

It always baffled me why women would go under the knife for bigger boobs, as they are nothing special. If anything, I would go under the knife to get mine reduced.  38HH is heavy … but then …