I'm getting frustrated as fuck! It's hogmany and I don't have Daddy here. It sucks so much which is wrong cause I should be the one sucking! I can't believe I'm gonna s…

Ugh I'm all for spending time with family but what do you do when you get so horny you might actually snap? It's been almost 2 weeks since I've been controlled and with Christma…

While the world of BDSM can be quite intimidating - I find knowing the basic words (and abbreviations) can help make it seem a little less daunting. Below are a collection of definitions t…

For a while now, Daddy has been saying things that have flagged for me. Not in a bad way though, in a way that gives me hope. He says things like how he wishes I was with him when he's…

I've been seeing Daddy casually a lot more and the chatting has still been going strong. Video calls and phone calls have been making me miss him more and more. The whole time I've…

Ever been so into a sex session that you get carried away and forget yourself? I know I have. When I cum I'm prone to swearing "oh fuck oh fuck" and on occasion when feeling …

Thinking I'm kinda done with this online dating crap now. I had 2 more dates set up before I even spoke to the viking so I felt kinda obligated to at least go on them. Which I was upfr…

TW - Abuse One of the biggest misconceptions I’m finding, when discussing BDSM with my vanilla friends, is that being dominated is just a fancy term for being in an abusive relationship. Wh…

One of the reasons I decided to explore the BDSM community was my frustrations at the vanilla sex I had been having up until my last relationship ended. Don't get me wrong, I still enj…

Well its been an interesting week. I have 2 more dates lined up for later this month but this week i got a message from a lovely man, bearded viking , who for some reason or another has my …

More and more people are turning to online dating these days, and i get it. Who has the time to go out every weekend in the hopes that you might meet another single person, let alone find …

I like to think i am a fair person. But if you are gonna treat me like a piece of shit then I'm sorry but there is the door and after listening to Mr J try and justify his behaviour th…

Ugh, Sometimes i really wonder if i wanna be dating. Its not as much fun as it used to be. Mr J was being weird, keeps reiterating that we are not a couple and that we are both free to do …

First dates. Been a long long time since i had one and honestly they are kinda fun. Getting to know a person. Seeing if there is possibly something there. Its nice. Till he realises i was …

Online dating SUCKS! Fact! I swear i have seen more dick pics in my inbox than i have seen in my whole life offline. When did that become a thing? I always though that was just something c…

Why is sex such a taboo subject? I mean really - its something the majority of us participate in and yet talking about it makes most uncomfortable. I hand on heart don't understand why…